56 days ... another rough day
Seems like I am struggling to just get by. I get up, get cleaned up, work, exercise, eat supper, and go to bed.
Think of and talk to you all the time. I look for you in things I find of beauty. The clouds, the birds singing on my morning walk, the sunrise, and the sunset.
Every day is tough. Oh how I wish you were still by my side so I could tell you one more time that I love you. I am glad that you are no longer in pain... I guess that is the good side.
Your journey has ended and mine has to go on. I like to think that you are by my side in spirit and can experience my adventures as I carry on.
Another counseling session today. I seem to cry for the entire hour. I think it helps but part of me does not want to go because of the feeling that I face.
I am so happy that I got to my share life with you for the 32 years we were married, you have been the best part of my life.
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