Tuesday, October 27, 2026

Our story

This is not the end of our story.
The distance between here and there is only time.
And time always passes

The most stressful events in life

1     Death of a spouse            100
2     Divorce                            
73
3     Martial separation      65
4     Death of close family       63
5     Major illness          53
6     Being fired from job    47
7     Retirement               45
8     Marriage                 50
9     Pregnancy                40
10    Change in Finances     38

Heaven

Heaven's lucky to have you
So was I...

The worst day

We both died that day, but I have to get up and relive the worst day of my life over and over.

Reality

Grief is more than missing someone; it is an unrelenting ache for reality to be different and for the impossible to come true.

The Last Kiss

I kissed your forehead...
for the very last time. You lay there peacefully, while my whole world was falling apart.
I tried to be strong, because I knew... once I walked away, i'd never get to hold you again.
I whispered "I love you."
I hoped, somehow... you could still hear me.
But the only thing that answered me was silence.
Stood there, memorizing your face... knowing this kiss wasn't just goodbye,
it was the last time i'd ever touch the love of my life. And no matter how
many years pass, my heart will never be ready for that goodbye.