Jeni - Monday June 29 2026

 56 days ... another rough day

Seems like I am struggling to just get by. I get up, get cleaned up, work, exercise, eat supper, and go to bed.

Think of and talk to you all the time. I look for you in things I find of beauty. The clouds, the birds singing on my morning walk, the sunrise, and the sunset.

Every day is tough. Oh how I wish you were still by my side so I could tell you one more  time that I love you. I am glad that you are no longer in pain... I  guess that is the good side.

Your journey has ended and mine has to go on. I like to think that you are by my side in spirit and can experience my adventures as I carry on.

Another counseling session today. I seem to cry for the entire hour. I think it helps but part of me does not want to go because of the feelings that I face.

I am so happy that I got to my share life with you for the 32 years we were married, you have been the best part of my life. 

Grace Davis Hall

 The last place I got to spend time with you physically...

I have counseling in the building next door, it is tough to drive by the building every week. They took very good care of you, I cannot say enough good things about them.

The walk path has a tree with butterflies hanging on it that people have placed as a memorial. I will have to look into getting one for your. I would rather have one of these than getting a brick carved in your memory.